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Comfort Dreams & Lemon Meringue Pie

Jan 19, 2020 ·

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overhead view of lemon meringue pie

I am inspired to write this today after my FB cooking buddy, Lois, posted about dreaming of her dad. Lois took great care of her father and prior to his passing spoke with him on the phone on a daily basis. She had been struggling with her grief until her dad came to her in a dream. They were talking on the phone. Dreaming of a shared experience affirming his life brought her peace.

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Lois with her dad, Jerry, and two sons

I had a comfort dream of my own. One year after William’s death, I realized I needed out of my old life…that I would never heal if I did not move on, move away and simply just take care of myself. It was my first brave decision…but one filled with incredible conflict, as I would be leaving our home in Connecticut that was filled with 30 years of delicious memories and the place my son adored.

  • his room the early years
  • I spy Will “the birthday boy” on top right

Imagine me packing up his room. The scent of his cologne still on his pillow. His dirty hand-print on the wall. Touching his things I was transported back to the places we had been, the fun we had had and the plans we had made…. the memories flooded over me.  Preserving these memories would allow me to move forward, but how? On our very first night in the new house now in PA I had the most vivid dream. I got up from my bed and looked out the window and in the driveway was my son looking up at me. It was then I knew he goes where I go. I carry him in my heart.

toasted top of lemon meringue pie
a bittersweet moment as the peak of my pie hit the oven grate and pulled away

Comfort dreams are moments of light and hope. They are stories of support and faith and what is most precious. To tell the story is a way of moving our grief along, but also is a gift to those we share it with. We all heal in the telling of our stories. It’s an uncomfortable blessing to express our pain, but in doing so there is a release and relief. Thank you, Lois for having the courage to mourn out loud. I’d like to think that your dad was telling you in that dream that he is always with you and that everything is going to be all right.

lattice topped lemon meringue pie

In honor of Lois’ dad I am sharing a recipe for lemon meringue pie. It was one of Jerry’s favorites and a recipe I have been tinkering with recently. The mile high cloud of meringue featured in the first photo above is an Italian meringue made with roasted sugar. It is light and fluffy with less sticky sweetness than the meringue featured in my lattice recipe design. As much as I love the lattice design the real reason behind it was to use less of the meringue I did not want to eat. Delicious citrus fruit is abundant this time of year, but if you can’t find meyer lemons go ahead and use regular lemons which will yield just a slight more pucker power.

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  1. patcook1 says

    January 19, 2020 at 2:24 pm

    I love lemon meringue pie. In fact, I prefer meringue over whipped cream topping on most cream pies probably because that was how my mom made them. She was so good at pie making.

    • Lisa says

      January 19, 2020 at 2:49 pm

      Food memories are the best. I hope you have your mom’s recipes.

      • patcook1 says

        January 19, 2020 at 3:22 pm

        For the most part. At least I always make her pie crust recipe.

  2. Lisa says

    January 19, 2020 at 3:40 pm

    a tried and true pie dough recipe is great recipe to have

  3. thegsandwich says

    January 19, 2020 at 5:56 pm

    These look great Lisa. And thank you for sharing your photos and memories of your son and your friend’s grief dream. I’m sure it will help a lot of people.

    • Lisa says

      January 19, 2020 at 8:04 pm

      I think what helps is to know we all share these common experiences like seeking some peace or the reassurance that indeed it is difficult to pack up someone’s things.

      • thegsandwich says

        January 20, 2020 at 7:11 am

        Yes.

  4. Carol Walsh says

    January 20, 2020 at 9:10 am

    You’re the strongest person I know…and unselfishly sharing your stories/grief/recipes/wisdom has helped us all, more than you think.

    • Lisa says

      January 20, 2020 at 5:18 pm

      Could not do it without a little help from my friends <3

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